If you look to me.. what do you see. Some people say im shallow.. some people say im kewl.. some people say im this and that its like im a thousand different people. Well how I see myself is a person who would reach out to help anyone he could. Dont take me for granted because I only help those who I believe who deserve it. Some people like bums.. strangely I been running into a lot lately.. are those the people who are not willing to try and change.. they only accept the layout and there is no change because they feel that a handout is just around each bend.. to pity them as if they deserve your sympathy.. but then there are those who do deserve it.. like out veterans. I am not a man of war but I do believe on the ground on which I stand. Not by law or circumstance but the road I layout for myself. Some people chase the riches some people chase there demons but I only chase what I see.. what i have is something I am not willing to give up on. It is the day of trick or treat. For those who trick the mind expect a treat.. those who expect a treat.. have there tricks.. but hell its like an everyday thing.. 13 days from now I will embark on a change of my own. another year I have survived in what I am and what I stand for. I stand for help and to build my self confidence like I never have before. A new year I made some promises.. that I know I will keep.. Just for those I know.. its hard I know this.. but dont give up on yourself. You are my friends and if you need something.. ask. I wont say no.. it may be hard sometimes.. but its what I live for. AlexEofC